Finally working!

 Apologies to anyone who saw my initial post from last year and expected something from me only to end up disappointed.

I tried. I really did. But each time I tried to publish even just the smallest information, my laptop, which can be considered as brand new, would crash on me. The mouse pointer would go crazy, clicking and deleting a few of my files. It would lag and freeze in the middle of whatever I am typing and shut down like it overheated. The moment I finally managed to get everything together, the website gave me an error. And deleted the whole page I painstakingly wrote.

Unfortunately, this was not the only platform that made me almost hurl my laptop across the wall. I also tried Wattpad when I failed here. It is barely noticeable, but I could see a glitch here and there and it did piss me off. I tried to publish what I gathered from different blogs as well and had to do so three times before I got it out. 15 chapters in all.

Now, as I may have stated, I do NOT have any mental illness and this is most certainly not a delusion. I may come off as ditzy or a conspiracy theorist to most of my family and friends but they also know that I am quite practical and rationale. I have at least one of my feet on the ground. Whatever "symptoms" I may have had, if I could explain it in a rational way, I would. I won't just say, "Oh no! I think I have Slender Sickness!" Even though I have been staying up late all the time and barely eating. See? Simple explanation. I'm also not an angsty, edgy teen that wanted to see the world, "burn in hell" for all the wrongs it did me.

I am an adult. I am mature enough to think for myself. I may not believe in THE Slenderman but I do believe that there are myriads of creatures in this world and something similar to it is living in it. I am not ignorant nor close-minded to state that we are the only sentient beings here. 

I still don't know where this journey will go. But a lot has already happened from the first time I posted here. A lot indeed. I had changed. And unfortunately, my environment is slowly changing as well. It's slow and minor. But the change is there.

And now that I think about it, it has been a year since I first posted here. I will put forth whatever I find and I hope I could find the links and leads I used for the info because my laptop was wiped clean. I was forgetful and got my laptop fixed. All my little bookmarks was unfortunately deleted.

For now, I have to go. Hope it won't take me another year to post hahaha.